but

I want to help you, but I don't know how.

I can see you hurting, but ignoring it to put others first.

I can see your sadness, but also your hesitation to acknowledge it.

I can see the shield that is there, but I will always try to pull it down.

I can dote on you with cuddles and kisses, but sometimes they go astray.

I try and find your eyes, but they vacantly stare at nothing.

I try to find my way in, but you've learnt to rely on yourself.

I love you and am here for, but sometimes you don't see that.