the question of time constantly plagues my mind, now more than ever.
the amount of time left and all the things I have to accomplish and see.
the waste of time putting myself through the aggression of school.
the time that it will take to adjust to my life back at home.
how long it will be before I see my London family again.
and of course the time left to earn the money which i need for all of the above.
yet now there is a new aspect that I am left feeling despondent about.
the time left with you, here in London and enjoying this life.
how long we may be apart because we both need to do things for ourselves.
if this time will affect us, for the better or the worse.
you say a certain month, and all will seem too near...
despite your thoughts that it really is so far away.
i try not to worry about anything related to time,
given it really is out of my control.
yet time with you and here is so precious.
will we always have awkward timing in life, or will everything destined just be.
i still feel rattled and nervous,
wishing for something concrete to be put in place.
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