biggest fault

If you were to ask me what my biggest fault is, it would be my faith in people.

You see, I want to see the good in people.... all the time.

And the trouble is, each time someone lets me down, or lies about something,

it hurts beyond belief.

So the words written down, the conversation once thought was precious,

turns out to be mere words said in passing, and a line you once heard before.

The mind games played are part of a daily routine, and the lies you spout seem truthful to you.

I guess the biggest fault is not that I have faith in people, that I want to always see good.

I know the biggest trouble with me, is that I allow it to affect me so.

So as I sit here, feeling so very confused and doubtful,

and letting ridiculous feelings wash over me quicker then they came,

I should not allow it to affect me this way.

I should just sigh, and say that I am better off without them.

That they meant nothing, it was an insignificant moment in my life and not worth the tears.

I guess I just hope that one day, I will meet someone - people that think the same as me.

Say it for what it is and stop pussy footing around the situation.

You think I'm annoying... just say it.

You think I talk to much... just say it.

Your not into me... then just say it.

I would so much rather the truth then this doubtful cloud of confusion.